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  • Deviant since Aug 27, 2003, 12:32 PM
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Heaven in a Bottle

Here comes the longing for drink  Run to the kitchen with ematiation  Look in the fridge and start to think  Which drink could be my salvation?   
Mighty beverage bearer  Frozen and kept in time  What drink might be fairer  Which one will I make mine?   
Almost seeing a great defeat  Looked in the back, and lucky me  Saw something nice and sweet  Took out the glass, filled it with tea   
"Heaven in a bottle"  As Marci would say  Heaven in a bottle  You've made my day   
Quenched thirst  Next time tea  You'll be first!!!

Recent Deviations

The Color RedThe only thing that i recall is red  this is not the way i wanted it  that's not how it was supposed to be  at least that's what they said   
For awhile i blocked it away  put it in a chest to stay  locked and threw away the key  and then i remembered it again one day   
The situation came back at once  the fear, the pain inside of me  and then there was the blood  too early it left my childhood   
For many years i hid it from myself  I cried deep down inside my soul  it was forgotten to save my mind  so long in a locked box on a shelf   
it's The Color Red
in Spoken Word on 11/3/04
HeroineI am She.  Out and In; daily.  They take their shots at me,  Forcing me to choose-- die to them,  Or fight for it barely.   
   or dont fight it at all   
Eternally, I come out of the shell.  Snail-like-- wake up to my mourning bell  From slow to fast in this rush-hour hustle  While people trample on those who fell          or those who have fallen   
Tell the children to take charge now  Make their lives better for them somehow  Change comes like the train, take it or lose  Failing is not an option for t Heroine
in Fixed on 11/3/04
forever immortalSoul be free  of this body  old... and ... ugly   
sad soul free  away from me  
old... and ... ugly   
soul immortal be  forever immortal me   
freed my mind  
flying bird kind  old and ugly   
mind did rewind  soft and kind  old and ugly   
free and forever be  forever immortal me   
soft and new  soul's eternal view  new but lonely   
sad but true  eternally my due  new but lonely   
dont forever be  sad and lonely  forever immortal me   
freed my mind  from the dark forever immortal
in Open on 2/10/04
forgive meI wish i was more interesting  cuz maybe then you'd speak  Instead of just looking  love is all i seek   
Maybe if i was pretty  if you could see me through  The phone lines and be  
talkative and true   
Cuz all i needed was you  but you were getting high  So i did it by myself  so later i would cry   
And you still didnt speak  in person you are so cool  on the phone you are so meek   
And all i needed was for you  to be talkative and true  In person you are so cool  maybe it is me who is the fool   
no matter  i love forgive me
in Open on 2/4/04
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just another manic sunday....

Journal Entry: Sun May 8, 2005, 8:02 AM
well, today is mothers day. yay for mommies and all their wonder

yesterday was a monumentous occasion for me and my whole family because yesterday Michelle Jasmine DeStefano was the first DeStefano in the entire line to graduate from College. I have now acquired an AA degree from IRCC.

so, now, i have no idea what exactly i am going to do.

i can only pray that wherever i go and whatever i do, i am going to be happy and healthy.

i miss my daddy
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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 20... almost 21
  • Current Residence: home
  • Interests: music, and poetry
  • Favourite movie: dont get me started... holy grail, meet joe black, kung pow, jesus christ superstar 20th edition
  • Favourite band or musician: the beatles, CHICAGO, fuckin... FIF, and the cranberries, and... uhh, so many more,,, i love music!
  • Favourite genre of music: i love everything except for COUNTRY and certain kinds of rap
  • Favourite game: HALO and CS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Rejected Cartoons: the anus is bleeding cloud
  • Personal Quote: dude, i am still stoned from like five days ago... no more pot!!!
  • Tools of the Trade: my voice man!

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!amyperticone:iconamyperticone: Mar 1, 2008, 3:12:23 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~saximama:iconsaximama: Dec 30, 2003, 9:11:32 AM
omfg
that would be GREAT!!!
i :heart: you
and hey
if you come to fla... and if you CANT spend the nights at grahambo's house, then you are more than welcome to come to my house which is full of girls
:lol:

--
"it isnt you, it is me"
~batness:iconbatness: Dec 28, 2003, 1:45:02 PM
-___- DA ate my nice comment...*coughcough* I'll try to repeat it:

MERRY (late) CHRISTMAS omfg!

I didn't send out Christmas cards either, forgive me....^_^

BUT! I think I have something better, and if I can pull it off, I will deliver it to you PERSONALLY. mmkay?
:heart:
~saximama:iconsaximama: Dec 15, 2003, 9:28:50 PM
OMFG!!! sometimes i hate this thingy... i cant stand how i cant see what is updated or not... i put a journal entry and a poem up today...and it si still not showing it on my computer... :( what a drag!!!!!!!!!
~fourtwenty:iconfourtwenty: Dec 7, 2003, 10:10:54 PM
just wanted to say "hey!"

:hug:

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i'm not talking too fast, you are just listening too slow!
~fourtwenty :weed:
~saximama:iconsaximama: Nov 9, 2003, 10:20:31 AM
I scored a <FONT SIZE="3" COLOR="#FF0000">62%< /FONT> on the "How Stuart, Fl are you?" Quizie! What about you?
`hameed:iconhameed: Nov 7, 2003, 7:45:43 AM
Hello there, this is a random deviant stop. :)



Keep up the good work!

--
"If you want to make an apple pie from scratch, you must first create the universe." -- Carl Sagan

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~fourtwenty:iconfourtwenty: Oct 27, 2003, 9:25:54 PM
thanks for all the hugs and stuff! :hug:

you made my day! ;)

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i'm not talking too fast, you are just listening too slow!
~fourtwenty :weed:
~batness:iconbatness: Oct 24, 2003, 10:41:53 AM
~saximama
is <strike>no one</strike> SOMEONE special
has 400 pageviews

I :heart: you...no new LJ updates from you...:(
~batness:iconbatness: Oct 16, 2003, 9:24:30 PM
not true--people, even friends, are still human and get pretty darned lame sometimes...I hurt some of my friends on accident sometimes :( I feel soooo bad...

I think you're special too! :hug:
In fact, yesterday I was thinking about you and drew this:
[link]
~saximama:iconsaximama: Oct 14, 2003, 1:32:19 PM
thank you, but i think that special people dont get hurt by their own friends and for no reason, unless they werent special at all, just everyone thinks that they are special...
~fourtwenty:iconfourtwenty: Oct 13, 2003, 11:31:13 AM
you aren't special? o.O

i think you're special! :hug:

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i'm not talking too fast, you are just listening too slow!
~fourtwenty :weed:
~he-who-says-zonk:iconhe-who-says-zonk: Oct 11, 2003, 7:48:25 AM
wow... big thanky for making heart of darkness ur favourite :D :D
me = happy
~saximama:iconsaximama: Oct 9, 2003, 10:31:50 PM
"i wanna feel like i still matter to you"
KOS
:heart:
:(
~fourtwenty:iconfourtwenty: Oct 8, 2003, 11:26:28 AM
~saximama
Michelle DeStefano
is a General Whore
is Female
is a deviant since Aug 27, 2003, 2:32 PM
has 333 pageviews

w00t! i thought this was a really kewl number! congrats! ;)

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i'm not talking too fast, you are just listening too slow!
~fourtwenty :weed:
~aikeru:iconaikeru: Sep 29, 2003, 8:13:03 AM
Omg omg I am so sorry about the posting over and over, twas an accident. =(
*hits stupid computer*
Grrrr
*hits stupid computer again*
~~'
~saximama:iconsaximama: Sep 23, 2003, 12:38:59 PM
of course... the rump shaker thing is awesome and uber funny...
;)
~fourtwenty:iconfourtwenty: Sep 22, 2003, 4:51:37 PM
thanx for the fave! :hug:

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i'm not talking too fast, you are just listening too slow!
~fourtwenty :weed:
~saximama:iconsaximama: Sep 21, 2003, 9:59:13 AM
yes graham... and i really really loved it for real.. i laughed my ass off
:lmao:
and then my MOM asked me what was so funny, and i didnt know how to put it in the most polite way possible, so i just laughed some more, and she called me a wierdo...
~saximama:iconsaximama: Sep 21, 2003, 9:12:50 AM
yummm... cooookiee!!!
*mummy-like walk*
~grahamku:icongrahamku: Sep 17, 2003, 1:17:00 PM
HAHA! My ninja picture is your first favorite! GO ME!

I pwn.
~batness:iconbatness: Sep 17, 2003, 12:13:21 PM
Yes, best friends are hard to lose, me and Ryan were best friends before we went out too...that's why it sucks...we had so many GOOD times together, you know?

But NONONONO! Me and Graham are fine..at least I think..0_0
yeah, I'm at peace...a sad peace, but it's still peace..^_^

:hug:
you leave me awesome comments..have a :cookie: < --I KNOW you want one!

:heart:
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